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I can't drive, I don't have money, and I need to escape. NOW. My grandfather, whom I thought so highly of, has just molested me.. I know if I stay here, it will become rape.. and that's something I don't want to experience again! I AM NOT FUCKING JOKING. THIS IS SERIOUS SHIT AND I WOULDN'T BE MAKING THIS UP Please, someone! Anyone! SAVE ME! I don't want to call the cops because he saved me from a bad situation back in California.. and even if I did, I don't know where the phone is anyways (it was lost days ago)..
...I just realized I'm more screwed then I thought.. my internet runs out on the 6th, and gramps is the one that pays for it.. And when it does, all communication between me and the outside world will be gone unless I.. *shivers* stay.. Thankfully, it's a USB device I can take with me.. but to pay for it, I have to go to a T-Mobile building physically (gramps pays with his credit card, so paying on their "online" service is out)..
Reading all your comments.. I'm horrified, alone, and with nobody around here worth a damn to try and trust.. I dunno what to do; fend for myself until the phone is found? Just pick up my stuff and start walking down the road? Cause I know now the only person I can rely on is me, especially right now.. If I was capable of driving, or hell if I even had a bicycle, I would be heading to the nearest pawn shop to sell my stuff, then trying to figure out where to go next.. most likely take up drifting till I find my way to some place I can make a home of sorts.. somewhere and somehow..
On a side note of random, despite the censors DA has taken down my mature art.. =3= Even though I've seen worse, and they get to stay up? Dafuq?! Ugh, this is NO time for me to be worrying about DA's issues! I have my own problems that are MUCH worse..
UPDATE: I am leaving now. Gramps just kissed me on the neck like a lover before dashing out the door with the supposedly "lost" phone in hand.. I am gonna see about trying to walk to a place to sell as much as I can, and pray it'll be good traveling money.. until I find a power source to charge my laptop in (at some cheap motel or something, providing the wheelbarrow I'll be toting my sell able goods in isn't TOO much for anyone to handle) I don't know what's to become of me.. but i do know this. I can wait no longer for some form of rescue.. I love you all, especially my DA Family, and DOUBLE especially you, Gabe. Yes, I love you, With all my heart! When my power is gone in about 20-25 minutes.. Goodbye, everyone, until I find refuge.
...I just realized I'm more screwed then I thought.. my internet runs out on the 6th, and gramps is the one that pays for it.. And when it does, all communication between me and the outside world will be gone unless I.. *shivers* stay.. Thankfully, it's a USB device I can take with me.. but to pay for it, I have to go to a T-Mobile building physically (gramps pays with his credit card, so paying on their "online" service is out)..
Reading all your comments.. I'm horrified, alone, and with nobody around here worth a damn to try and trust.. I dunno what to do; fend for myself until the phone is found? Just pick up my stuff and start walking down the road? Cause I know now the only person I can rely on is me, especially right now.. If I was capable of driving, or hell if I even had a bicycle, I would be heading to the nearest pawn shop to sell my stuff, then trying to figure out where to go next.. most likely take up drifting till I find my way to some place I can make a home of sorts.. somewhere and somehow..
On a side note of random, despite the censors DA has taken down my mature art.. =3= Even though I've seen worse, and they get to stay up? Dafuq?! Ugh, this is NO time for me to be worrying about DA's issues! I have my own problems that are MUCH worse..
UPDATE: I am leaving now. Gramps just kissed me on the neck like a lover before dashing out the door with the supposedly "lost" phone in hand.. I am gonna see about trying to walk to a place to sell as much as I can, and pray it'll be good traveling money.. until I find a power source to charge my laptop in (at some cheap motel or something, providing the wheelbarrow I'll be toting my sell able goods in isn't TOO much for anyone to handle) I don't know what's to become of me.. but i do know this. I can wait no longer for some form of rescue.. I love you all, especially my DA Family, and DOUBLE especially you, Gabe. Yes, I love you, With all my heart! When my power is gone in about 20-25 minutes.. Goodbye, everyone, until I find refuge.
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Alright, I'm getting sick of all this. You can harass me all you like despite being ignorant little shits that don't try to understand a situation before jumping in with torches and pitchforks, but you motherfuckers LEAVE MY PALS OUT OF THIS. Anyone who picks on them is lower then scum and deserves a good flogging for it, ESPECIALLY those that go after my lil bro. FUCK. YOU. SO HARD.Perhaps those of you that target my lil bro think he's deserving of pain because I pay very close attention to him because friendos. Well.. let me tell you fucks a few things: He's 15 years old, being horribly abused physically and emotionally, and as a result of
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'Cause I am NOT in the mood to dick around. I see a lot of you wondering "Why is she leaving her husband like this?" "Was she playing him the whole time?" "Why would you go like this? and so soon after marriage?" The answer is complicated to say the least. the spiritually in-tuned would understand why I must do this FAR more then those who do not believe or whatever is up with you (no, I am not bashing your beliefs, but it would be nice to have more folks that understood what is going on and why on this SERIOUS level). I won't waste my words on those who won't listen or understand.. but looking at it from a physical, non-spiritual level.. wou
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Due to problems.. I sadly must break off the marriage.. I don't want to talk about it, just know that it is over... Do not be mad at either of us. there is nothing to say except "it was not meant to be"
Plus, my little bro needs help. I must go to him. Yes that's right. I will be returning to Florida soon.. with the very real possibility of homelessness. But I do not care, he needs to be safe.. Call it a fool's errand but my duty is to my heart.
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D: Oh my god!
Damn, I wish I could help, but I live in Michigan. T-T
Damn, I wish I could help, but I live in Michigan. T-T